Friday, February 2, 2007

Tim here...

It's funny how sometimes people get incredibly horny for days or weeks at a time, for no apparent reason. That's me right now. For the past 5 days, I've been thinking about sex non-stop. Maybe it's because having a guest in our home makes it more difficult for Maude and I to have sex, and since it's more difficult, that makes me want it more. I don't necessarily think that's the only - or even the main - reason, but who knows.

Maude is out right now with her closest friend (our house guest, whom I'll call Laura) getting some quality girl-time over shopping and maybe a margarita or two. The two of them have been best friends for about 15 years and it's wonderful to see Maude as happy as she has been since her friend's arrival several days ago. They have a great relationship. Although their senses of humor are different, they very much feed off each other, and it's quite funny to watch the two of them hang out and tell all the zany stories they have experienced together.

One of the stories the girls were reminiscing about occurred last March, when they went on a road trip to attend a wedding. It happened to be in a popular area for college spring breakers, and they spent one night at a bar packed with 18- to 22-year-olds blowing off steam and acting like, well, college kids. I think the bar was pretty much empty when they walked in so they didn't expect it to turn into a nutty scene, a la Old School, but that's pretty much what happened. Laura said that they met "boyfriends" - probably horny guys several years their juniors looking to score with as many women as possible in their week away from school.

To me, it sounded like Maude might have done a little bump 'n grind with some lucky guys on the dance floor that evening. While Maude and I had been together for only a short time by that point, I think we would both agree that we were still a couple. Maybe that's why she was a little sheepish about the details of that crazy night, and I can understand why. In the early stages of a relationship, the lines are frequently hazy, e.g., are we a couple?; are we exclusive?; should I let this guy/girl buy me a drink?, etc. Actually, Laura had even prefaced the statement about their meeting their younger "boyfriends" by stressing the fact that, at the time, Maude and I were still "just dating," or something to that effect.

Had she taken advantage of the well-deserved attention that I'm sure she was receiving that night? Did she allow anybody to kiss her? Did any guys allow her to kiss them? Are these possibilities just the product of my speculative mind?

Here's the thing: the thought of Maude dancing with a guy, even making out and fooling around with him, instantly gave me a hard-on. I didn't even have a choice in the matter; it was as if the words entered by ears and caused my brain to issue a direct order for my cock to stand at attention. I quietly asked her a couple times if she had kissed anyone that night, and she said she hadn't. Maybe I should have been relieved, but to be perfectly honest, my mind was thrilled at the prospect of my beautiful girlfriend locked in a deep kiss with another guy.

She knows that I would not be upset if she had done anything sexual on that trip. Actually, she did make out with one of her female friends, and it made me happy that she felt comfortable enough to tell me about it after it happened. It was no big deal. I've told her that I get turned on at the thought of seeing her with another guy (actually, there is a story to go along with that but we can write about it in another post). I know fantasy can be different from reality, and I only want Maude to do something that she actually wants to do, not only to satisfy me.

Since we started this blog was to open up to each other, as well as to learn more about our own sexualities, it feels great to get this out on paper, so to speak.

There are countless other topics that I want to write about, and it goes without saying that I am very eager to read anything that Maude posts.


Odysseus said...

Can't wait to hear about the story about Maude with another guy that you mentioned! That fantasy has recently arisen in my own mind, about my Penelope.

Al Sensu said...

Enjoyed the story. The thought of my wife doing something with someone else can be upsetting and arousing at the same time. I don't think she has since we've been together, but even thinking of her before we met does this, especially concerning one boyfriend that I knew at the same time he was going with her (but I didn't know her then).